cant enter my own server

i created a server with mods but after i died the server crashed and now i cant enter i get a connection was forcibly closed by the remote host error, but my friends can enter and we have the same mod with the same versions as the server

here's the last log https://mclo.gs/BynjQkP

no didn't work still got kicked out I'm going to recreate the server but this time i will check if maybe there is a mod that shouldnt be on the server just on the client